Shiok!

Ho ho ho...after gotten a pair of new blades (Its x'mas pressie! from my guy).. I simply cant wait to go blading!

Jio-ed my colleague, Belinda. She onz me right away when I mentioned I've gotten a new pair of blades.And she is such a sweetie lor, so~kind...offered to coach me.

And we are ready to East Coast Park for my first blading session!

Oh well.. some evidences taken to proof I am not skiving..and trying real hard to blade ..hee hee

Wearing my new blades..

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Turned for a pose! *Triumphant smile*

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*Tadah* My guy took this pic when he caught hold of me and Belin when we took a rest....

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He sat at the MacDonald for about "45mins+1hr+30mins" (surfing the internet+puffing+lim kopi) waiting for me to finish my blading session...by the time I joined him back there.. he looked kinda stone...haha...isnt he nice?

P/S: My guy bought me this pair of blades that cost freaking ex => $380..I felt that it is an expensive gift which I've received so far..which I would like to say a heartfelt Thank-You to him..For being such a darling,showering me with his "Lup".

Side note:We'd got into an heated arguement after buying due to the steep pricing of the blades and walked out of the mall "face black black." Want to confess that I am feeling sibei my heart pain lor for the fact that he spent that much just to get me a meaningful gift..I didn't know the price until after he paid and left the shop -_______- " which initially he "declared" a price that is reasonablely affordable.

Nevertheless, I like it very much. Some other colleagues that went to East Coast for jogging even commented Swee of the designs on my blades.... =)

Mixed Feelings

Mmm...compromise has been made..I feel much much better now... =)

I dont know why I cant voice out my sincere opinions and feelings or rather even if I cant say it out , I started to have some reserves in me naturally. Which means its no longer able to say and some comments/opinions that are not genuine at all.

Ultimately, I dont know what will it lead to.
Wll it be lies or some remarks end of the day (not from my heart) just to please/ put a stop to whatever reasons?

Its just a thin line between compromise and saying some white lies in order not to start any unhappy conversations.

*Holiday Mood*

Lalalalalala.....

holiday mood....

Will be receiving a christmas log cake plus a fruit basket.
*Exclusively by 3M...*

Tonight I will bring this to enjoy with my close gal frenz. Ms ah Ly & 40.
Yeah.. I am gonna make them fat!

And whats more? MJ all night long..... Mai tu liaoz!

My christmas pressie from all the 爱护我的同事！

Sweet secret Log Cake !!!!

Here's the mini Log cake cutting ceremony with my besties >>>> ah ly & 40

and exchange of gifts ( I didnt get anything for them lor -__- " so pai seh! sorry gers !)

hee hee.. kinda funnie this pix of us.. blur blur like that one..

*Victory*

Passed up my last 2 assignments last night.

Finalty........I am free from assignments !But of coz, merelyget to rest & relax for the time being until 18th Jan. Thats my last paper, Strategic Analysis.

And I am going to announce THAT will be the final round up of my academic path to get a degree.Yeah ! Yeah ! Yeah ! 迫不急待
9 days to go then we gotta wave bye-byez to 2006 and Welcome year 2007...

*Side note ladies : 我们又将要老了一岁！*

X'mas lunch !

Yo.. today when to Trader's hotel for buffet lunch... a few snapshot from my hp.... update more when i get the pics from my coll..... i eat very little but pays alot for this buffet lor.... close to $40 i think. haha i just merely had 2 rounds of food and i just simply dip into the desserts....zzz.....

First plate of dessert...( I ate the marmallow dipped with chocolate fondue liao!)

me me me....

my candie ( given by my lady boss)

2nd plate of dessert....hee

Contact lens aside

Its a rountine that I have to wear this.

Now no more.

No lah I am not going for any surgey yet. Think will cost me a few grands for it.
save it for my braces instead. Or rather, into my savings.
My lady boss told me that it is better for those late twenties to go for laseric ( how u spell it? advise!! ) cos thats when yr degree is stable, so that is the best time.

Abit scare scare lei, not confirm will cure the eyesight problem, scalli kenna the 见眼 .. I zitao go and die.

I just merely get a specy lah.
No monie what to do. If can, i confirm go for op, and make it perfect perfect one.
(Might as well do up the nose lah,bust lah or Jennifer lopez butt hor?) ha!

Aniw, think I wil start wearing specs when i gotten this new glasses. Contact lens dont wan liao.

Facial si ho eh

Yesterday went to my regular routine again, clear up my face.
Damn the blackheads... alwz a problem to me. But what to do? Guess has to be a little more "hardworking" . Do self-extractation at home, use for nose pads and cleanse more thoroughly etc etc. Hee..

Done a quick examine on my face in front of the mirror.
Realised my forehead having fine lines... it is not that kind of fine lines like crow feets nor those frown and creased lines.Like those, when u over sun-tanned, the skin gets de-hydrated then caused it to going-to-peel "fine lines"

Problematic wor.

So out of curiosity, I asked my beautician.
Me: " My forehead got fine lines lei, then i feel that my skin is not hydrated like that and hor, like ageing. Can I use those pre-ageing pdts huh?"

My beautician : " Cannot lah, you are so young, cannot use these, if u use it now, when u get older, ur skin gets immune to these pdts, u want to salvage also cannot liao.Thru my observation, I think yours belongs to not enuff slp and over-tired yourself. Resulting your skin is protraying the "ageing" outlook..."

Me: "huh? then how? Cannot help liao ah?"

She recommended me to do one special treatment.. sounded very 神奇.. dunno what the term is.. didnt catch it.Its merely booast the collagen to be more active again, tighten my big and open pores ( one of my problematic areas also ) and will helped in firming my skin alittle. (she alws says i got abit sagging/loose skin.. causes I think i was fat once)

so with that, perhaps might help.. LOOK I say might, cos i alwz feel this is only pyschology effects at times, but i do admit certain things are not. Hee.it must be seen then i wil be convinced.

Practical me.

Well, it doesnt come cheap too $120 for one time ... ONE TIME.

Aniw, this coming Feb I shd have a little more cash..I decided to indulge on this and in my feb entry, I shall blog about it.

Meanwhile, save save save.

side note. Bought one moisture gel mask leh.. $52.. sim tiah.WTF.

Just buy lah.. I long time no buy things for myself. just one or two months ago on the KOSE pdts.

Let me pamper myself alittle.

He will be back soon

Real soon...... Hee!

My dissertation supervisor simply sux !

*Finally~*

Tmr I am gonna passed up my dissertation. I yearned for this day to come soon...

It is suffocating me since August...now, or not yet,tmr..yes, tmr..it will be finally OFF MY SHOUDLER. . .

Well, nothing to be happy about, but just relieve. Bec I dont think I might about to score or dont even know will pass or not.

Sighz... do you know why?

Let me say this out loud.

I SCREWED MY LECTURER AND SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT EMAIL UPSIDE DOWN, INSIDE OUT AND OUTSIDE IN......

He will be one of the management level to do the markings for me lor..
I offended him big time...

Show u this:

Hi Sherlynn,

You are still accusing me that I was not available for consultation to you. This is not acceptable. Out of 35 students with whom I am dealing, you are the only one to accuse me that you had difficulty getting attention from me. Please check your email. It is dated 3 Dec. I could access my mail only on 6th Dec due to my teaching committments at the other centre and I replied to all the mails on the same day. This is my way and I nurtured it over several years.

I want to put it in writing to state that I am highly disappointed with the Tele conversation you had with me. I never expected any of my student to talk with me in such a questioning tone using sarcastically language.

My main intention of writing this is to let you know that you need to be more cautious in your conversation with your teachers.

Please be assured that whatever happened will not have any effect on the outcome of your dissertation work.

Best wishes,
XXXXXX


Anyway , he is bullshitting lah, i didnt accuse him lor, i called him and he stil insisted that he stated that he is available on 5th Dec (Tue), called liaoz then he says 6th Dec. [MY DEADLINE IS 7TH DEC okay?!!!]
Mother Farker one.

asked me to see my email. WHICH FARKING ONE U REFERRING? He never sent me any mails lor. MIX-UP BIG TIME. Think his brain is growing mushrooms for not utilizing it enough.

Lastly to conclude what I think = >he is a farker.

Period.

SE Z610I

I wan to get this! song Ericsson 610I.

Pink pink pink!

- minus 0.5 load off my shoulder

Last night , I just down one presentation. *Phew*

Things turned out to be juzZZz...fine.I did well for the speech portion so as my another "brother" (called him brother cos very gum).We did so far , I rated myself can pass. I didnt miss out anything. I didnt say wrongly anything.

BUT, just one. He is not pleased with how we do things.I dont know what the F with him lor. Want this , want that. And although he did the slides, meanings he must demand what is not needed?Give me one HUGE ( Look, its HUGE) portion of things to say during the presentation. And do u know how hard is to memorise these?

No doubt, he did the slides, whole thing. I DID offer to do ok ! Oh well, perhaps you might be thinking "so what you offer? You stil didnt practically DO IT right?"Fine, Yes We did not.Give the reason he wants to do it all and dont wan to present or i dunno whats the other reason besides this but Pls! when i voice out what is relevent what is not then u just let me be comfortable with what i present and lets work out to compromise.

Cannot.

Everything he says must be done according what he feels is right. For one F**king reason. He got the contact for this company visit & further details from his old fren working as a CSR there. SO! he thinks ALL SHE SAID IS ALL NEEDED!
IT IS TOO IN DEPTH LIAO.WAKE UP YR F**KING IDEA.

Fair enuff, what he said was

" Hey, this point is very unique no one will say,"
In the end : Everyone also say it lor." Hey, i think the process flow of how the order processor do things , we must also say "

In the end : Too bloody details.. the presentor will have a hard time explain cos this is not his/her scope of things and how abt the audience who listen?

In the end, I do it based on my feel.It all boils down to , i must be comfortable with what I am going to say and i promised to touch on every details u want but just 1 or 2 things I cant accept.

Moral of the story :
pls u need things to be done, pls jolly well say it in a better manner.If not what goes in my left ear, comes out immediately.

Period.

Work as a team and pls compromise or understd the pain of each's shoes.By insisting your way is not going to work.

And the best part to round up this entry.

one time to grumble abt my suay-ness.

I LOST MY THUMDRIVE!MY WORK IS ALL INSIDE LOR!

Immdiately after i reached home and realised I called both "him" and "brother".

Me: " Hey, did u see my thumbdrive or notice my thumbdrive when we were in class?"

Him : " No." (Complete silent on the other end)

Me : " all my work is inside leh, then i rem i didnt take out anything just now and just a cardigan"Him : (Silent)

I am F**king Pissed. Dont I sound i am at my wits end? Why cant a word of concern as a fren ( initially) or rather team member and asked things likehey check again or tmr you call sch and asked abt it.

Silent silent silent.You good.

I called my brother and query abt it. cos i hitch a ride and we goes sch together . ( for your info, becos this "him" SUDDENLY aSK ME N brother to get rehearse again, I was BLoody asking to take TIME OFF. And the time he asked me. 2PM !!!! )

u know how pissed I am over this matter? This is not my bloody father's company.Fine. I DO IT.! cos i am not the one who do the slides mah,what to do?

F**king lucky.

*Burp*

Came back from lunch with my colls..we went to the upper thomson,the shophse along the road and catch my lunch nearby with the 4 awesome noisy colleagues. ( My going-to-be-married coll, Ms Mann Tan wanna go 3M tagore to pass the invitation card to the colleagues there) so travel all the way.I had wanton mee...I really like the mee there...very original & tasty.

Also, ordered a cold almond milk.... wow..si bei shiok man... nice!
(I dont consider this is the 1st time I am drinking almond milk.. it is just ages since... dunno when I drank that.) Aniw, just nice lah, go try it! At casurian road.

Well, this is a 4D treat aniw.. one of my coll, Ms Hwee Ling aka HL, striked 4D yesterday.
Her no# 3413. she bought $1 (Big) ibet and $1 (small) ibet. And from her, she revealed that this number was given to her when our pdt manager said " 3341 alws given us problems"

*p/s: 3341 is one of our masspro pdt*

So she got the 灵感 there and bought this luck combination.

what a luck!
last sat didnt buy my usual no# lor, and it striked the 1st price, or else i also can get chao chao $300... Ma kaoz.

Well.. it is my life....

He is away...this is just the 2nd day

But I am alrdy missing him terribly.... =...(

I wonder how is he doing right now...

Really miss his presence....

Time flies,,,, it is already friday.But I am least bit of feeling happy.

Lots of ups and downs along the week.

Ups- Attended my ex-coll's wedding day at M-Hotel. Cant upload any pics yet bec I forgotten to bring out my camera for photo shoots even though I brought along with me. -____-'''

Have to wait til this long-time fren to send me the soft copies to upload on the blog.

Downs- My next half is going for his reservist & will be away for full three weeks. I gonna miss him lotz lotz. Hope he will take good care of himself when he is away and come back safely. Pray for him everyday for his well-being and stay away from any mishaps along the way.( He told me that he is not feeling safe and has an unpleasant feeling) This scares me.

Next down - Big arguement with my classmate due to some conflicts. Si bei buay song with certain arrangements, sent sms over and voiced out then kenna niao also. WTF...

Another down - Dissertation jam jam and jammed.. si bei no mood to proceed but i am left with 20days?.. time is running out. (Sad) >____<

Predict another down - Going to have my ECDA later with my ex-boss and new boss.. will talk about my performace and upcoming goals and expectations.My workplace here so cock, seems like all manipulated one. What is the rationale of having an EDCA to measure the performance whereby all the right paths are laid down based on favourism?

Ha ! Done with the "cheap haircut".

It suppose to cost me $12 for a trim , but in the end it is $10.. whahaa... I think the lady was blurrz.. when I gave her a $50 note, she doesnt have much changes in her cashbox hence she went over to the next shop nearby to get some changes for me and then when she returned she just passed me $40.Like that lor. Thats what happened lor after a round of "changing notes."

Overall, not so bad, bec it really just a trim and shorten the disastrous fringe and the best part , did it during my lunch break !! What else can I complain abt ?? Hee.

Later going to take half day to go thru my dissertation at somewhere... either leh I wil go to the lib at woodlands, if not at home... most likely not lah. Go home will Zzzzzz.....

And before I goes to the library, I will probably drop by Metro , 20% sale today.
I wish myself luck for the upcoming weekends to get "BIG progess" on my school work.

Painted my nails again.....

Damn kena sai...Colour : Pink & golden strip....
*bush*

aniw.. do it bec I am going Ying Ying's wedding ( My ex-coll ).. if not i wont waste that monie one lah.. I so "neow".

Going for a chop chop hair cut soon too.... brb ( also some cheap deals.. dunno nice or not... )

I love the morning coffee he shared with me,
I love his mng sms to tell me he is here to pick me,
i love the feeling of how I am able to warm his hand when I hold his,
I love every morning.....
Anyway, here is some pics I took ...

took this pic when he is "off guard " Home-made mushroom soup with parsley spread-bread

Nice!
Chicken "truffle"
*Pan sear breast of chicken in white wine truffle cream*

Bruised Lamb Shank

* serves with mash potato and root vegetables*

开动！！
Look~ he is indeed hungry.. opens the mouth so big...

He likes lamb for main course..no fail to order lamb chop whenever he is taking western cuisine.

Chocolate Lava Cake ! very Rich! I like !

My birthday cake and me......

Couple Shot!

Although I didnt have all these at a fancy resturant, with absolute ambience, dressed in extreme gorgeous outfit nor carrying branded handbag like the ladies who patronize the place, but I do enjoy then simplity of life it is. Truely,

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me-hee..
happy birthday to me !

2 days in a row , sat and sun , I am mugging in the library searching for the materials to "feed" my dissertation.Tough, realli tough. How I wish that the dissertation topic is something that I am doing everyday at work which I know it inside out - outside in and can manipulate the details at my fingertips.

Too bad, all these are not in my favour.

whatever..

Always has this thought in my mind, why am I taking up this course which it is so hard to study and complete smoothly.Even if it is talking about dealing with assignments and exams, simply the Web dont aids me to anywhere.

Has to go all the way to the Library, find the reference books, quote the famous people, thoery , explainations then turn is around into own words and make an essay out from it. ( of course with serious understandings)

why cant I simply get the infos from the WorldWide Web and dig from there...
so what ,if this is the final lap? If i can i want to give up.

Mother farker 's son.

This is the mother farker :


This farker idiot.. load up his pix in my blog so that everyone who knows me will also know his bastard and not-a-gentleman.

Stepped on my tail when i am having this foul mood on sunday and best of all... did such a un-gentlman act !


Spit on him when you sees him.... spit those that u cleared your throat , full of phlegm and baterias on him ( For me ! )

Im running late this sunday mng... i suppose to be in the library to do my research at 10am in the mng... but guess what 10.10am i am stil at home thus based on my 45mins bus ride.. I will be there at bugis ard ~ 11am? .. yah plus , minus.
waited for this freaking bus... from 10.25am i waited til 10.50am... no bus 980 in sight.ONLY THOUGHT.

I AM GOING TO SCREW THE BUS DRIVER (OF 980) FOR NOT KEEPING HIS BUS ROUTINE ON TIME and let me waited 25mins for a bus.Only if the upcoming 980 is gonna reached within the next 2-3mins, or else I will pick any bus that brings me to the mrt station and I shall catch a train instead.

Note : Do you know why I dont want to take the train initially? Cos I alwz find that train offers no seats and I have to stand my way till i alight at bugis which i dont wan plus..... travelling by bus I can sight-seeing along my journey... it is Quite relaxing at times. (trust me)
But ! no time no time.... nid to change my route of transport liaoz.Thanks to the SBS serivces... lousy!

Caught bus 856 to the mrt station, rushed up the escalator and waited for the train... when the train was about to hail and let the passenger alight, caught a sight on an empty seat... moved my way thru the crowd and hoping to get this "golden chair on my butt". THAT BLOODY FARKER ( scroll up ) moved even faster than me and chop the seat !

ARGGH.............................................................

Farker....Farker.........Farker .......

Go and die lah.... so many other seats dont wan , why must grabbed this? and also , dont you think it is obvious that i walked all the way there and YOU purposely walked 1 step faster and chop it.

Chao!!!! @@#$#$$#$#

Luckily, the lady opposite was reactly quite slow... got up and alight... and got a seat opposite you , bastard !Gonna stared him hardly to show my anger.Bloodly hell, avoid my stare.

Take your photo and posted everywhere !!!!

Some Infos

Yo ppl... in case you dont know how much this clay mask cum cleanser cost. This is the price.

Original price : $ 59.50.
I got it at : $ 39.50

Cheaper right?

But then again, if the product is good.it is a worthwhile to get it at a cheaper price. But if it doesnt help to " hydrate & whitens" my skin, it is not worth to spend $30over for such big jar after all...

Company Event

Going for my Supply Chain Teambuilding Event liaoz.....
I am one of the most important organising committee..... Cos I bao ga liao !
Bye..............

Add onz......

Ho Ho... yesterday went to some beauty shop gotten this jar of "clay mask cum cleanser."
(Product of Japan... used the same brand before during those days I went facial at this salon locared near by place. The beautician uses this japanese brand on all of her customers.)

Dunno if it works or not.

The SA claims that it is able to cleanse , hydrates and whitening the skin as the same time.lastly, it is also a 5-mins fix kind of mask.Just every morning, apply a small amount of it and spread eventually onto the face, leave it on for 5mins. Go brush your teeth and wee wee , which is almost there, ( I did it today and timed ) ,massage the face then rinse it.... Viola.....!
Anywhere didnt sense the product is working on me or not , as I had just went for my facial. Skin as smooth as the baby backside.
Perhaps after 2 more weeks whereby the blackheads and dirty particles build-up on my face, then! I am able to conclude whether how it is so far.

Wait for my comments.......

Cant believe it.

You not gonna believe what I am going to blog abt my mng.

I cannot believe it myself.

Okay,it goes like this.

Today, my ah dear on leave. Normally I will be chaffeur by him to workplace. So I need not hv to worry abt transportation.Well, since he is not going to be there to bring me to work, I will hv to utilise the public buses to bring me to work.First thing cross my mind.

Yeah. The "Ez-Link Card".

Fumble my things, Look high and low for the card... NBzz... cannot find it... I remembered the value available seems to be negative amt but, it seems to be positive also. hmmm....................whatever... Search again!

10mins passed 8. yah right I am going to be late liaoz...."where the hell is the ez-link?"okie okie nbm.. I better go find some coins before I am going to be REAL LATE.
Flip the whole hse upside down stil not a sight one a 50cents coin..

Wah lau eh..... dont do this to me man.....NOT a Single cent in the bloody 3rm hse???....
Just when I am in the midst of searching, I saw this old tupperware.In it, looks like there is a glimpse of hope.
-___________________________-" ( all is 5 cent coins lor )

Argghhh.................................................................

Yah lah, mayb you ppl will ask me to go downstairs and asked the auntie or uncle at the coffeshop to change some coins for me if I produce some notes to them.BUT I ONLY HAVE 50BUCK (1PC) WITH ME!!! And I dont want early in the mng kenna F for exchange such a big note without buying any drinks. Very suay one.

yah right.. still i dont wan to give up. I wan to find some coins plz.....or least a note?? .....
another 15mins gone.... look at the time - 825am..... DEAD. Super late. I am suppose to arrive early for some preparation of my teambuilding. I am one of the organising committee lor..... lolx......

Damn it. . .

i thnk i am going down to exchange the $50 dollar note .. dont care 3-7-21 laizo.....no time!
Just when I fumbled my last hope at one of these old old bag I have

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A PC OF CRUMBLED BADLY $2 note....Whahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha.............................................
I immediately grabbed it. Snatched my bag and wore my shoes .. out I go and rushed down to the kopitiam and get some coins....
By the time, I reached office. 8.45am. Damn late can.

Running out of time

Sigh...

Right now I am indeed feeling "Time Compression" liaoz.
Going thru my deadline for assignments. I think I am one day nearer to doom day.

Look at this list of assignments to hand-up:
1. International transport - Group assignment cum presentation slides ( Unlimited words - but must be very compehensive in order to score well)

Due date - 4weeks from now - Gone case, the company we want to visit is not responding to our letter.

2. Dissertation ( Consist of 10,000k words ) - Strategic Collaboration in world-Class Companies that enhance the company's business growth.

Due date - 7weeks from now => I haven start a single word lor!!!!

3. International Transport - 2,000k ( Need to find 2 cases study and uses their real-life example to extract out and do analysis) - Most of it is classified reports hard to gather informations. Due date - 8weeks from now => same , I haven start a single word lor!!!!

4. Strategic Analysis Exams - 6 cases studies ( MUST ATTEMPT ALL) - dunno the exam date . Either Dec or Jan. Most likely is Dec. DIE~

See? Tight Schedule right.
All my fault lah...never start to attempt... or rather I shd re-phase my sentence.Did some research but gave up , in the end my mind did " auto-shut-off" for a period of time.
By the time i realised, I think I am going to "hug the Buddha's leg" liaoz.

-_______________________________________________- ""

Express Manicure

Yesterday , as usual , I went for my routine facial appt. I was very tired lor. Wanted to go for relaxation and do something out of the usual. knowing that Salon #1 has started to provide mani & pedi svcs.. so, since I seldom pamper myself. I decide to go for a cheap bargin. Express manicure at $ 10. But then leh, since I also asking for some "unusual request" I also need to pay extra $5 for the "French manicure".

P/s : Actually just add an additional strip of glitters nia mah... $5 bucks?? Think my money easy to earn ah... Fark it... since the lady that was doing my nails also blur blur.. keep forgetting my instructions of JUST GO FOR THE CHEAP $10 manicure svcs.. She filed my nails into the Squarish shape... Ai yah, Fark it again... do the french one instead..

Here is the FG art piece :

Nice?

Pathetic

Weak.

Think I am not in tip top condition anymore.I couldnt run as good as I used to be. And again , same thing happened. This morning, die die wanna get up to go for a jog. Be it long or short distance, I gonna get the LAzy me into some runnings.

Everything goes smoothly.. keep up my pace and breathing normally. But once hit the 15mins ( round the corner , the junction whereby I 've to turn and Yishun Swmming Complex will be on my right ).I will start to have difficulties catching my breathe and paces just goes all over.
Disappointed ! I am gonna pushed myself to run to the next traffic light before I stop, else it is just a barely 10mins jogging session. HOW CAN?!

Yah. And then I made a stop to catch my soul back and "feel my body having the effects of perspiring, heated up and maybe maybe burning my leftover pizza on yesterday's farewell lunch ".
Next min , I felt dizziness and wanna puke.
Woah lao. . . . again?!
Since when I will get so weak and having such kind of nauseous feeling right after my jogs?

Pui ! All i know I damn weak now...

I was hurt.

It is just a short conversation and i am given such a big disappointment.

I had a short talk with him when we were having dinner together.

The topic is to whether to get the flat @ the tampines area.

The showflat will be officially open for public to see today and tmr. And the application wise will be 7-Oct.
The conversation kicked off just naturally.
I stated that maybe we can see see the flat, looking at the designs, environment, how much will be the purchase prices and details.Since he will be on leave on Friday and I am really eager to see this "new" thing. I will also take half-day just to view.
Then everything turn out not something I want to hear and never expected this will be out from his mouth." Are we ready for it? As in commit? "

I paused.Immediately, many qns just flood into my mind .

1) what does he mean by this? Is he telling me that he doesnt wan to get married with me or does he want to see how thing goes & decide?

2) Am I pressurizing him too much?
3) Does he mean we shd wait for a later date and decide our path together?

I had this thought that he is worried that cash is a problem. And yet I am bring up this tamp flat that is soon to be launch.And closely followed by within 3mths we must produce the marriage cert.everything seems so sudden.

Maybe he is not ready for it and i understand.

I never insist I wan everything to work out in a short period of time ( although i mayb sound otherwise).if he finds that career, himself or me doesnt give him certainty. Just tell me off. But not a word of his, is assuring me what he is thinking or what is going thru his mind.

And he kept silent.

Whatever it is, I think i wish to thrash things out.

I explained in my point of view. I never say I wanted to get married in 2008 , he mentioned this "year" to me and seems ok.And I happily accept this and plan accordingly. ROM, Customary. flats, financial plans , have to be worked out. It doesnt seems logical to me that these can be done within 1year at all , so isnt it naturally i will bring up anything under the sun that concerns marriage?If bringing all these up is pressuring you, tell me so. but what does it mean by " are we ready for it? "

Even if i am hurt and crying out loud in my heart , i wont say a single word to reveal my internal pain.

Never will I mind if you wan to push the year to 2009 or 2010. but what will be emotionally affecting me is that " mayb you sound to me you hv doubt now and wanted to call of this wedding plans"

Now who is not ready?ME?

I dont wan to put it off so blurntly that does it mean you are doubt of yr feelings towards me or it is dawned to u that mayb we can only be gf or bf but not marriage couples?

i left everything to the benefits of doubts.Since you alwz keep silent, i will keep silent too.

Dont love me just walk out of my life and each of us will move on from there.Dont waste our time.
And dont waste my efforts to put u in front of everything and yet all I get is disappointment.Angry can cool down after some time , sad u can just cry out loud. Disappointment cant. and it is the same as love, it will heal after a long period of time.

I will leave it to him to tell me honestly what he feel when the cold war is over.

TAMPINES DBSS

Really not possible for me to get ?

Sighz.. I am kind of disppointed with the infos that gather for this upcoming house I "might" want to get.Everything seems so steep in prices. Dont even think it is possible to *dream* of getting it.No Doubt that it is at quite a good location. But what will be the actual purchase price at the end of the day? I projected it is 260k for 4 room and 350k for 5room.92-95 sqm and 105-114 sqm respectively.

This is projected. But to be very frank, i believe that it will be more than what I expected.

*Pray*

The proposed public residential project-Tamplnes DBSS is located in the well-established town of Tampines Central. It is within walking distance to Tampines MRT station, Bus-interchange and surrounded by amendities such as Century Sq and tampines MAll, swimming complex & stadium, major local and intl banks, regional library & community centres.

Sounds good?
Thats not all.

It has Kitchen cabinets & fittings build, floor to ceil-high warerobe, and air-conditioning system ready. and more.......

The draw backs :
1) You will need to produce your marriage cert to the developer for this inspection within three months from the date you take possession of the DBSS flat
2)You will need to pay an option fee ( 5% of the flat's selling price) in cash upon sucessful bokking of flat.

so chao chao i projected 260k for 4 room mah.. then is 15k lor then if 350k for 5 room is is 17.5k lor.

I dont mind paying this amt for the things that is being done, which means most part of the reno is been done.

For 350k for 5room flat is it reasonable? I doubt so.Sengkeng 's maisonette is 300k nia lor.
why 5 room? cos there are only, 4units of 3rms , 36 units of 4 rooms and 576 units for 5 rooms. so bound to kena 5 room what.

Ai ya, dont wan to think liaoz, wait for the showflat and also the declare price of the house then say.

Sad...

SHIOK!

Hee Hee...this is something I never do on a Monday nite one lor......
It was a rather unusual Monday activity lor ...I would say.....keke.
Guess what???
MAH-JONG on MONDAY NIGHT AFTER WORK !!!!
Surprise right?
Ai yah... not me not me... it is "his" frens that wants to play one.
So, Since it is a bluez monday day for me and it is jio-ed after work. And one round nia... so i just tag along lor... to give my " Ah lao" some winning "sa-qi".Heard from him is that it is his frens's coll, which is a gal.. called QiQi not happy with last round with the guys and want "revival" match this time...

"Roll my eyes"

Actually I dont wan to go... cos i loathe this particular fren of his . Name him " Mr. Bomb".

He likezzzz to jio my "ah lao" and then arranged it at his house to "kill" the kakis.....Sibei dont like it lor....And additional to that , I will alwz gives a triumphant smile when he wins monie..... see alrdy want to spit right on his face.And the amasing part, he bound to win not less than $50 from anyone. Sure one.... No joke , No sian-tao.. I swear !

So in order not to witness this tragedy ... I chicken-out last min not to tag along.But "ah lao" told me that this time , this revival round is not tee-off at his place... so it is home-away. Ha ! steady...and I happily goes along without delays.

Reached her place at abt 7.30pm.. and realised her hse is at shilin's ah gong's place. hmm.. i think it is Ang mo kio Ave 1 .. but confirm is Block 205. We quickly settled down ourselves and ah lao is ready to start his battle..Play so big.... base monie is $240 and play 3,6. So i guess the 5titles gao is $10, $20. sweat -_-""

Me and ah ly and 40 only play like 2,4. Maximium is $6.40 nia lor.... LEISURE NIA OKAY ?
Whatever....so lets talk abt the mj session.

I think ah lao recently down with luck... all the time when started afresh, the tiltes he took is like so ..... F-A-R apart lor.....then nor here nor there one...see liew damn pek chek....

Whats worse? That Toopig Mr.Bomb gamed one 5titles and the best part ! MR. I shooted that bloody "nan" to him, which he had hinted that he had 3 tais on his hand , which obviously on the table there is a cat and mouse to make up to 2 tais.. so where is the 3rd tais?.. obviously is da-pai lor..... and "nan" is his tai lor... 2up okay?? is it "nan fong" for yr info.

So u can imagined how my facial expression is like at that time - My eyes opened damn big with disbeliefs LOR!
Which next, comes with that triumphant smile and he murmured " 2 Marborlo lightz,.."
Arghh......z.
" I wish I can lay my hands on the MJ table and try my luck for "... but he looked tense.. thus I never dare to probe my intrusion.

oh well....i think i have to ask for once and see if i can change his destiny of the night... he is losing big time already lor.. cos never gao.

Gee... I tink i am pretty alright with my luck... the titles i took wasnt that far apart and seems can be those " can game small small" type.So I just happily playing with my instinct and call the shots.
haha....animals of two came in and this up my taiz to 2. Then, inside there, I have one "da-pai" to up another.someone simply shoot it out and "pong".. !
steady.. 3tais liaoz... then my titles is one colour one lor.... so to say , if i win i chao chao also 5tais one.

* SLY smile "....


Can see from that MR.Bomb is guarding me closely. Dont allow me to eat or pong my own colour. Never-mind. I do myself...Then all the titles combined nicely and i am awaiting for my winning title to come..
Mr.Bomb passed me Qi-wan. Ha ! I won ! .. happily 5tais and MR.Bomb is the shooter.....Fabulous ...... Never feel this good... kekeke......

Then..right after..me being the " Zhuang" so right now I " diao zin ".. that Mr bomb not very happy and kips asking ah lao to come over and play instead.But i insisted, just one more, then I am given the next opportunity to help my ah lao the revival round to win all that toopig Mr bomb.'s monie!

New round's titles were mostly bamboos and doubles of er-wan and a few tong-zi.. with no flowers thus thinking maybe I will try to make ping-hu or yi ser.When draws the titles and threw off all the tong zi.. I left bamboos of quite a few doubles and 2 er-wan.And this , caused me to hesitate awhile and think, "Wah, now what?"
then ah lao say out loud , " Be Persistent".Then I throw off the 2 er-wan, dont wan to play pong-pong or ping-hu liaoz. Just solely concentrate the yi-ser..

Sian, I see my titles. I nid to have the 1bamboo to join my 2 & 3 bamboo. Nid 4 or 7 to join my 5&6bamboo i GOT 3, 6bamboos liaoz and need badly the last a last 9bamboo to make up my eyes
then i am obviously doing yi ser lor... so i think everyone will keep all the bamboo tities.Sweat again -_-"

But i wan to win cos this can help him to recoup the losses to MR bomb. SEE carefully is Mr bomb not the rest of the players.
Aniw this is based on luck, So I try my best and told myself... ZHI ZI LAI LIAO.
HAHA... the long waiting 9bamboo I managed to "mo" dao and it is "ZHI-MO" time !!
Hhahaha.......

MR bomb damn not happy and urged strongly ah lao to take over liaoz.....kekeke.....
*Comical *

Oh well.. aniw.. i managed to help him not lost and won $ 22 bucks. But I Guess is the comical experiences what made me smile not the monie won. HEE!

Sian big time!

h Gosh... I am so disappointed of myself !!!! ... I simply cant jog as good as I was times before.......


* Cry Cry *

You know what? Last sat morning , i suppose to get up at 5a.m. to go for my "long waiting" jogging session. After I had , think is close to 1 month , Which I'd stopped joggings ever since I sprained my ankle .
Dont know what happened.. i just simply cant get up and missed the timing to go to MacRitchie for the jog.
Oh Well, I got up at 7.30am instead and went for a short run.

This particular short run shd be suppose to last me 30mins.. but to my amazed! , I ran like about 15mins and I am panting like a dog. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? !!!!

Stopped half way and walked all the way back to my block , trying to gasp for air..... Nahbeiz.....

I have never experierenced that in my entire life lor!!

But by the way, i bought a new pair of jogging shoes.... ASICS! Cost me $126 after discount.
This is damn comforty lor..... It is definitely a good buy despite of the steep price for a pair of jogging shoes... Go get it !

Whatever it is .. for now at least. I must die die pick up the stamina again after such a long break of "NO-EXERCISE" and get into gd condition.

This is the promise to myself................................................. at least dont pant like nobody's business lah!

Last night , I had my routine session with my beautician. I would say everything just went smoothly for me...
I was early for my appt ( which is suppose to be 6.45pm slot ) and i was there 6pm ( Wow..45mins early man..haha) .
Then as normal , went in .. report my arrival and ready to be serve heavenly like a princess...

Haha.. I am indeed lucky. my beautician told me that since I am the only one customer at that moment. She will let me try out the NEW STREAMER ( Haha ! Cool..).

This unique streamer does the normal streaming but ! it has extremely "high" technology in-built. There are 2 lights ( One is red and one is blue ),
It can basically from cold streaming and gradually change to warm than warmer , at the same time , the red radiation light just enables the stream to penetrate deeper into the skin inner layer.. and moisturizes while streaming ! Amazing huh?
It will help to stop the bleeding after extraction, kills the bateria, balance the skin P.H etc etc etc..

my beautician revealed that this machine cost " a few times" more of the previous ones they are using.
Gosh.......... it is a few times not a few hundred dollars more okay!

After the streaming.. the painful extraction comes!!!!

Si bei tiah lor... dont know if it is bec I am having my menses.. the usual me dont seems able to withstand the bloody painfulness and teared like nobody's business...

Anyhow, i managed to endure the whole process and finished the facial with a brand new ......no blackheads,no pimples,smooth as a baby bottom FACE!
Anything for THAT IS WORTHWHILE!

And of cos, lucky me the session juz ended early. 8.45pm. Swee !

Something Strikes me

Yesterday I was watching a chinese variety show , I think it is something got to do with investment, that was hosted by Brian Wong and participated by other local celebrities from the superstars.

This time round , it is talking about houses.

I cant remember the full context of what the investments were all about, but I vividly rem the portion when they touched on the prices of private houses.
1 million to 2million for those kind of houses. Gosh,It is indeed very expensive and to my believe that it is close to impossible for average income people (e.g. like me ) to be able to afford it.

Something just strike me and I strongly believe it would be a good investment if I were to have that kind of "cash on hand" to buy and invest on it.

Given in 2-3years time to come, if I am earning like $4k per month , I confirm and chop , will die die go and invest on such areas. But then again, the voice inside me just simply whisper to me " In your Next Life lah ! " blows my hope away.

This show realli inspires me some way or another....

Investments on properties......hmmm......

**maybe I should do some serious calculations on my finances and do something on my future-to-come house instead..Idea**
This seems more feastible than getting what private houses hor?

hmmm....................

Not Blogging for a long time

It has been a "long long" time that I really blog my daily chapter of my life. Or rather, not even make the best efforts ( like my best galfrens : 40 & ah ly) which they will religiously updates their upcomings in their blogs.Every bits and pieces of me simply not register electronically.Which me,myself and I , cant figure out what exactly am I busy about everyday and precious time just lost like that.