2 days in a row , sat and sun , I am mugging in the library searching for the materials to "feed" my dissertation.Tough, realli tough. How I wish that the dissertation topic is something that I am doing everyday at work which I know it inside out - outside in and can manipulate the details at my fingertips.

Too bad, all these are not in my favour.

whatever..

Always has this thought in my mind, why am I taking up this course which it is so hard to study and complete smoothly.Even if it is talking about dealing with assignments and exams, simply the Web dont aids me to anywhere.

Has to go all the way to the Library, find the reference books, quote the famous people, thoery , explainations then turn is around into own words and make an essay out from it. ( of course with serious understandings)

why cant I simply get the infos from the WorldWide Web and dig from there...
so what ,if this is the final lap? If i can i want to give up.

Mother farker 's son.

This is the mother farker :


This farker idiot.. load up his pix in my blog so that everyone who knows me will also know his bastard and not-a-gentleman.

Stepped on my tail when i am having this foul mood on sunday and best of all... did such a un-gentlman act !


Spit on him when you sees him.... spit those that u cleared your throat , full of phlegm and baterias on him ( For me ! )

Im running late this sunday mng... i suppose to be in the library to do my research at 10am in the mng... but guess what 10.10am i am stil at home thus based on my 45mins bus ride.. I will be there at bugis ard ~ 11am? .. yah plus , minus.
waited for this freaking bus... from 10.25am i waited til 10.50am... no bus 980 in sight.ONLY THOUGHT.

I AM GOING TO SCREW THE BUS DRIVER (OF 980) FOR NOT KEEPING HIS BUS ROUTINE ON TIME and let me waited 25mins for a bus.Only if the upcoming 980 is gonna reached within the next 2-3mins, or else I will pick any bus that brings me to the mrt station and I shall catch a train instead.

Note : Do you know why I dont want to take the train initially? Cos I alwz find that train offers no seats and I have to stand my way till i alight at bugis which i dont wan plus..... travelling by bus I can sight-seeing along my journey... it is Quite relaxing at times. (trust me)
But ! no time no time.... nid to change my route of transport liaoz.Thanks to the SBS serivces... lousy!

Caught bus 856 to the mrt station, rushed up the escalator and waited for the train... when the train was about to hail and let the passenger alight, caught a sight on an empty seat... moved my way thru the crowd and hoping to get this "golden chair on my butt". THAT BLOODY FARKER ( scroll up ) moved even faster than me and chop the seat !

ARGGH.............................................................

Farker....Farker.........Farker .......

Go and die lah.... so many other seats dont wan , why must grabbed this? and also , dont you think it is obvious that i walked all the way there and YOU purposely walked 1 step faster and chop it.

Chao!!!! @@#$#$$#$#

Luckily, the lady opposite was reactly quite slow... got up and alight... and got a seat opposite you , bastard !Gonna stared him hardly to show my anger.Bloodly hell, avoid my stare.

Take your photo and posted everywhere !!!!

Some Infos

Yo ppl... in case you dont know how much this clay mask cum cleanser cost. This is the price.

Original price : $ 59.50.
I got it at : $ 39.50

Cheaper right?

But then again, if the product is good.it is a worthwhile to get it at a cheaper price. But if it doesnt help to " hydrate & whitens" my skin, it is not worth to spend $30over for such big jar after all...

Company Event

Going for my Supply Chain Teambuilding Event liaoz.....
I am one of the most important organising committee..... Cos I bao ga liao !
Bye..............

Add onz......

Ho Ho... yesterday went to some beauty shop gotten this jar of "clay mask cum cleanser."
(Product of Japan... used the same brand before during those days I went facial at this salon locared near by place. The beautician uses this japanese brand on all of her customers.)

Dunno if it works or not.

The SA claims that it is able to cleanse , hydrates and whitening the skin as the same time.lastly, it is also a 5-mins fix kind of mask.Just every morning, apply a small amount of it and spread eventually onto the face, leave it on for 5mins. Go brush your teeth and wee wee , which is almost there, ( I did it today and timed ) ,massage the face then rinse it.... Viola.....!
Anywhere didnt sense the product is working on me or not , as I had just went for my facial. Skin as smooth as the baby backside.
Perhaps after 2 more weeks whereby the blackheads and dirty particles build-up on my face, then! I am able to conclude whether how it is so far.

Wait for my comments.......

Cant believe it.

You not gonna believe what I am going to blog abt my mng.

I cannot believe it myself.

Okay,it goes like this.

Today, my ah dear on leave. Normally I will be chaffeur by him to workplace. So I need not hv to worry abt transportation.Well, since he is not going to be there to bring me to work, I will hv to utilise the public buses to bring me to work.First thing cross my mind.

Yeah. The "Ez-Link Card".

Fumble my things, Look high and low for the card... NBzz... cannot find it... I remembered the value available seems to be negative amt but, it seems to be positive also. hmmm....................whatever... Search again!

10mins passed 8. yah right I am going to be late liaoz...."where the hell is the ez-link?"okie okie nbm.. I better go find some coins before I am going to be REAL LATE.
Flip the whole hse upside down stil not a sight one a 50cents coin..

Wah lau eh..... dont do this to me man.....NOT a Single cent in the bloody 3rm hse???....
Just when I am in the midst of searching, I saw this old tupperware.In it, looks like there is a glimpse of hope.
-___________________________-" ( all is 5 cent coins lor )

Argghhh.................................................................

Yah lah, mayb you ppl will ask me to go downstairs and asked the auntie or uncle at the coffeshop to change some coins for me if I produce some notes to them.BUT I ONLY HAVE 50BUCK (1PC) WITH ME!!! And I dont want early in the mng kenna F for exchange such a big note without buying any drinks. Very suay one.

yah right.. still i dont wan to give up. I wan to find some coins plz.....or least a note?? .....
another 15mins gone.... look at the time - 825am..... DEAD. Super late. I am suppose to arrive early for some preparation of my teambuilding. I am one of the organising committee lor..... lolx......

Damn it. . .

i thnk i am going down to exchange the $50 dollar note .. dont care 3-7-21 laizo.....no time!
Just when I fumbled my last hope at one of these old old bag I have

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A PC OF CRUMBLED BADLY $2 note....Whahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha.............................................
I immediately grabbed it. Snatched my bag and wore my shoes .. out I go and rushed down to the kopitiam and get some coins....
By the time, I reached office. 8.45am. Damn late can.

Running out of time

Sigh...

Right now I am indeed feeling "Time Compression" liaoz.
Going thru my deadline for assignments. I think I am one day nearer to doom day.

Look at this list of assignments to hand-up:
1. International transport - Group assignment cum presentation slides ( Unlimited words - but must be very compehensive in order to score well)

Due date - 4weeks from now - Gone case, the company we want to visit is not responding to our letter.

2. Dissertation ( Consist of 10,000k words ) - Strategic Collaboration in world-Class Companies that enhance the company's business growth.

Due date - 7weeks from now => I haven start a single word lor!!!!

3. International Transport - 2,000k ( Need to find 2 cases study and uses their real-life example to extract out and do analysis) - Most of it is classified reports hard to gather informations. Due date - 8weeks from now => same , I haven start a single word lor!!!!

4. Strategic Analysis Exams - 6 cases studies ( MUST ATTEMPT ALL) - dunno the exam date . Either Dec or Jan. Most likely is Dec. DIE~

See? Tight Schedule right.
All my fault lah...never start to attempt... or rather I shd re-phase my sentence.Did some research but gave up , in the end my mind did " auto-shut-off" for a period of time.
By the time i realised, I think I am going to "hug the Buddha's leg" liaoz.

-_______________________________________________- ""

Express Manicure

Yesterday , as usual , I went for my routine facial appt. I was very tired lor. Wanted to go for relaxation and do something out of the usual. knowing that Salon #1 has started to provide mani & pedi svcs.. so, since I seldom pamper myself. I decide to go for a cheap bargin. Express manicure at $ 10. But then leh, since I also asking for some "unusual request" I also need to pay extra $5 for the "French manicure".

P/s : Actually just add an additional strip of glitters nia mah... $5 bucks?? Think my money easy to earn ah... Fark it... since the lady that was doing my nails also blur blur.. keep forgetting my instructions of JUST GO FOR THE CHEAP $10 manicure svcs.. She filed my nails into the Squarish shape... Ai yah, Fark it again... do the french one instead..

Here is the FG art piece :

Nice?

Pathetic

Weak.

Think I am not in tip top condition anymore.I couldnt run as good as I used to be. And again , same thing happened. This morning, die die wanna get up to go for a jog. Be it long or short distance, I gonna get the LAzy me into some runnings.

Everything goes smoothly.. keep up my pace and breathing normally. But once hit the 15mins ( round the corner , the junction whereby I 've to turn and Yishun Swmming Complex will be on my right ).I will start to have difficulties catching my breathe and paces just goes all over.
Disappointed ! I am gonna pushed myself to run to the next traffic light before I stop, else it is just a barely 10mins jogging session. HOW CAN?!

Yah. And then I made a stop to catch my soul back and "feel my body having the effects of perspiring, heated up and maybe maybe burning my leftover pizza on yesterday's farewell lunch ".
Next min , I felt dizziness and wanna puke.
Woah lao. . . . again?!
Since when I will get so weak and having such kind of nauseous feeling right after my jogs?

Pui ! All i know I damn weak now...

I was hurt.

It is just a short conversation and i am given such a big disappointment.

I had a short talk with him when we were having dinner together.

The topic is to whether to get the flat @ the tampines area.

The showflat will be officially open for public to see today and tmr. And the application wise will be 7-Oct.
The conversation kicked off just naturally.
I stated that maybe we can see see the flat, looking at the designs, environment, how much will be the purchase prices and details.Since he will be on leave on Friday and I am really eager to see this "new" thing. I will also take half-day just to view.
Then everything turn out not something I want to hear and never expected this will be out from his mouth." Are we ready for it? As in commit? "

I paused.Immediately, many qns just flood into my mind .

1) what does he mean by this? Is he telling me that he doesnt wan to get married with me or does he want to see how thing goes & decide?

2) Am I pressurizing him too much?
3) Does he mean we shd wait for a later date and decide our path together?

I had this thought that he is worried that cash is a problem. And yet I am bring up this tamp flat that is soon to be launch.And closely followed by within 3mths we must produce the marriage cert.everything seems so sudden.

Maybe he is not ready for it and i understand.

I never insist I wan everything to work out in a short period of time ( although i mayb sound otherwise).if he finds that career, himself or me doesnt give him certainty. Just tell me off. But not a word of his, is assuring me what he is thinking or what is going thru his mind.

And he kept silent.

Whatever it is, I think i wish to thrash things out.

I explained in my point of view. I never say I wanted to get married in 2008 , he mentioned this "year" to me and seems ok.And I happily accept this and plan accordingly. ROM, Customary. flats, financial plans , have to be worked out. It doesnt seems logical to me that these can be done within 1year at all , so isnt it naturally i will bring up anything under the sun that concerns marriage?If bringing all these up is pressuring you, tell me so. but what does it mean by " are we ready for it? "

Even if i am hurt and crying out loud in my heart , i wont say a single word to reveal my internal pain.

Never will I mind if you wan to push the year to 2009 or 2010. but what will be emotionally affecting me is that " mayb you sound to me you hv doubt now and wanted to call of this wedding plans"

Now who is not ready?ME?

I dont wan to put it off so blurntly that does it mean you are doubt of yr feelings towards me or it is dawned to u that mayb we can only be gf or bf but not marriage couples?

i left everything to the benefits of doubts.Since you alwz keep silent, i will keep silent too.

Dont love me just walk out of my life and each of us will move on from there.Dont waste our time.
And dont waste my efforts to put u in front of everything and yet all I get is disappointment.Angry can cool down after some time , sad u can just cry out loud. Disappointment cant. and it is the same as love, it will heal after a long period of time.

I will leave it to him to tell me honestly what he feel when the cold war is over.

TAMPINES DBSS

Really not possible for me to get ?

Sighz.. I am kind of disppointed with the infos that gather for this upcoming house I "might" want to get.Everything seems so steep in prices. Dont even think it is possible to *dream* of getting it.No Doubt that it is at quite a good location. But what will be the actual purchase price at the end of the day? I projected it is 260k for 4 room and 350k for 5room.92-95 sqm and 105-114 sqm respectively.

This is projected. But to be very frank, i believe that it will be more than what I expected.

*Pray*

The proposed public residential project-Tamplnes DBSS is located in the well-established town of Tampines Central. It is within walking distance to Tampines MRT station, Bus-interchange and surrounded by amendities such as Century Sq and tampines MAll, swimming complex & stadium, major local and intl banks, regional library & community centres.

Sounds good?
Thats not all.

It has Kitchen cabinets & fittings build, floor to ceil-high warerobe, and air-conditioning system ready. and more.......

The draw backs :
1) You will need to produce your marriage cert to the developer for this inspection within three months from the date you take possession of the DBSS flat
2)You will need to pay an option fee ( 5% of the flat's selling price) in cash upon sucessful bokking of flat.

so chao chao i projected 260k for 4 room mah.. then is 15k lor then if 350k for 5 room is is 17.5k lor.

I dont mind paying this amt for the things that is being done, which means most part of the reno is been done.

For 350k for 5room flat is it reasonable? I doubt so.Sengkeng 's maisonette is 300k nia lor.
why 5 room? cos there are only, 4units of 3rms , 36 units of 4 rooms and 576 units for 5 rooms. so bound to kena 5 room what.

Ai ya, dont wan to think liaoz, wait for the showflat and also the declare price of the house then say.

Sad...

SHIOK!

Hee Hee...this is something I never do on a Monday nite one lor......
It was a rather unusual Monday activity lor ...I would say.....keke.
Guess what???
MAH-JONG on MONDAY NIGHT AFTER WORK !!!!
Surprise right?
Ai yah... not me not me... it is "his" frens that wants to play one.
So, Since it is a bluez monday day for me and it is jio-ed after work. And one round nia... so i just tag along lor... to give my " Ah lao" some winning "sa-qi".Heard from him is that it is his frens's coll, which is a gal.. called QiQi not happy with last round with the guys and want "revival" match this time...

"Roll my eyes"

Actually I dont wan to go... cos i loathe this particular fren of his . Name him " Mr. Bomb".

He likezzzz to jio my "ah lao" and then arranged it at his house to "kill" the kakis.....Sibei dont like it lor....And additional to that , I will alwz gives a triumphant smile when he wins monie..... see alrdy want to spit right on his face.And the amasing part, he bound to win not less than $50 from anyone. Sure one.... No joke , No sian-tao.. I swear !

So in order not to witness this tragedy ... I chicken-out last min not to tag along.But "ah lao" told me that this time , this revival round is not tee-off at his place... so it is home-away. Ha ! steady...and I happily goes along without delays.

Reached her place at abt 7.30pm.. and realised her hse is at shilin's ah gong's place. hmm.. i think it is Ang mo kio Ave 1 .. but confirm is Block 205. We quickly settled down ourselves and ah lao is ready to start his battle..Play so big.... base monie is $240 and play 3,6. So i guess the 5titles gao is $10, $20. sweat -_-""

Me and ah ly and 40 only play like 2,4. Maximium is $6.40 nia lor.... LEISURE NIA OKAY ?
Whatever....so lets talk abt the mj session.

I think ah lao recently down with luck... all the time when started afresh, the tiltes he took is like so ..... F-A-R apart lor.....then nor here nor there one...see liew damn pek chek....

Whats worse? That Toopig Mr.Bomb gamed one 5titles and the best part ! MR. I shooted that bloody "nan" to him, which he had hinted that he had 3 tais on his hand , which obviously on the table there is a cat and mouse to make up to 2 tais.. so where is the 3rd tais?.. obviously is da-pai lor..... and "nan" is his tai lor... 2up okay?? is it "nan fong" for yr info.

So u can imagined how my facial expression is like at that time - My eyes opened damn big with disbeliefs LOR!
Which next, comes with that triumphant smile and he murmured " 2 Marborlo lightz,.."
Arghh......z.
" I wish I can lay my hands on the MJ table and try my luck for "... but he looked tense.. thus I never dare to probe my intrusion.

oh well....i think i have to ask for once and see if i can change his destiny of the night... he is losing big time already lor.. cos never gao.

Gee... I tink i am pretty alright with my luck... the titles i took wasnt that far apart and seems can be those " can game small small" type.So I just happily playing with my instinct and call the shots.
haha....animals of two came in and this up my taiz to 2. Then, inside there, I have one "da-pai" to up another.someone simply shoot it out and "pong".. !
steady.. 3tais liaoz... then my titles is one colour one lor.... so to say , if i win i chao chao also 5tais one.

* SLY smile "....


Can see from that MR.Bomb is guarding me closely. Dont allow me to eat or pong my own colour. Never-mind. I do myself...Then all the titles combined nicely and i am awaiting for my winning title to come..
Mr.Bomb passed me Qi-wan. Ha ! I won ! .. happily 5tais and MR.Bomb is the shooter.....Fabulous ...... Never feel this good... kekeke......

Then..right after..me being the " Zhuang" so right now I " diao zin ".. that Mr bomb not very happy and kips asking ah lao to come over and play instead.But i insisted, just one more, then I am given the next opportunity to help my ah lao the revival round to win all that toopig Mr bomb.'s monie!

New round's titles were mostly bamboos and doubles of er-wan and a few tong-zi.. with no flowers thus thinking maybe I will try to make ping-hu or yi ser.When draws the titles and threw off all the tong zi.. I left bamboos of quite a few doubles and 2 er-wan.And this , caused me to hesitate awhile and think, "Wah, now what?"
then ah lao say out loud , " Be Persistent".Then I throw off the 2 er-wan, dont wan to play pong-pong or ping-hu liaoz. Just solely concentrate the yi-ser..

Sian, I see my titles. I nid to have the 1bamboo to join my 2 & 3 bamboo. Nid 4 or 7 to join my 5&6bamboo i GOT 3, 6bamboos liaoz and need badly the last a last 9bamboo to make up my eyes
then i am obviously doing yi ser lor... so i think everyone will keep all the bamboo tities.Sweat again -_-"

But i wan to win cos this can help him to recoup the losses to MR bomb. SEE carefully is Mr bomb not the rest of the players.
Aniw this is based on luck, So I try my best and told myself... ZHI ZI LAI LIAO.
HAHA... the long waiting 9bamboo I managed to "mo" dao and it is "ZHI-MO" time !!
Hhahaha.......

MR bomb damn not happy and urged strongly ah lao to take over liaoz.....kekeke.....
*Comical *

Oh well.. aniw.. i managed to help him not lost and won $ 22 bucks. But I Guess is the comical experiences what made me smile not the monie won. HEE!

Sian big time!

h Gosh... I am so disappointed of myself !!!! ... I simply cant jog as good as I was times before.......


* Cry Cry *

You know what? Last sat morning , i suppose to get up at 5a.m. to go for my "long waiting" jogging session. After I had , think is close to 1 month , Which I'd stopped joggings ever since I sprained my ankle .
Dont know what happened.. i just simply cant get up and missed the timing to go to MacRitchie for the jog.
Oh Well, I got up at 7.30am instead and went for a short run.

This particular short run shd be suppose to last me 30mins.. but to my amazed! , I ran like about 15mins and I am panting like a dog. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? !!!!

Stopped half way and walked all the way back to my block , trying to gasp for air..... Nahbeiz.....

I have never experierenced that in my entire life lor!!

But by the way, i bought a new pair of jogging shoes.... ASICS! Cost me $126 after discount.
This is damn comforty lor..... It is definitely a good buy despite of the steep price for a pair of jogging shoes... Go get it !

Whatever it is .. for now at least. I must die die pick up the stamina again after such a long break of "NO-EXERCISE" and get into gd condition.

This is the promise to myself................................................. at least dont pant like nobody's business lah!