Day in day out esp with my current situation i tend to think of this more.
Which is that it is my greatest regret I am married with my hus.
He can be a happier person if he isnt married with me.
Without me he can prbably..
- keep on his passion of going many fishing trips with his kakis that was planned this year.
- spend a great deal of time with his audioz, monifying it like he used to do that every month, but i can hardly hear him talking about modifications for sometime..
- had a great savings to a substantial amount but he probably now penniless as he had strongly insisted of paying every single cent on our wedding ,this comfortable love-nest and those hefty monthly installment as long as he can afford from his monthly pay
- dont have to cope with my explosive temper from time to time cos i have this tendency of losing it without any valid reason.I had one terrible day which i cant control myself , i was screaming and crying out loud which collasped at a corner and after i had an attempt to grap things up and start smashing (He was there holding me tightly in his arms cos i probably made him scare thinking i might lost my sanity anytime)..almost to the point of becoming a ticking bomb.
for all the above.. he has sacrified and becos we became husband and wife.
I felt terrible for all these things at the same time I am thankful i have met him as there wont be another man out there probably able to stand by me as much as he is.
I am absolutely imperfect however he can accept me for the way i am.
Just want him to know that i love him as much as he loves me.
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Hey Girl,
Take it easy. Its very normal for MTB to get mood swings like this, esp when you are nearly the delivery. Instead of thinking negatively on how life is becoming "shitty" for Jason becoz of the sacrifices he have to made for you, think of what nice things you guys can share together after little cowboy is here. Without you, he would probably still be a swinging bachelor living each day like another other. I dun think he is less happier now. ;-) You should start to worry abt how to lose those extra kilos, man... I'm still lugging abt 8kg on me after 1yr plus. Shit!
PS: havent seen u online for a long while? Wat happened?
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perhaps w/o mi realising i had became positive minded no more. Not sure if its me or pregnany causes it. But thanks for being mindful n put me to realise i shdnt react such a way. MTB path road nt easy to go thru thats to conclude. However,whenever lit one responses inside my tummy it simply felt great! N brings joy.=)
Me cant conclude my weight cos yet stable,definitely must lose weight man afterwards!
My dear girl... maybe during pregnancy, emotions are abit hard to control. You have a good hubby who loves u dearly. My godson didi whom are definitely be with you and bringing lots of joys. And US! Your besties! Life is full of ups and downs de and oneself has got their own flaws. Don't you blame yourself ya.
AND AND....I think Jason is so much happier than b4! You go ask him! ^^
Don't think too much ya!
Can't wait to see didi sooooon!
Muacks!
Oei you....you know i wun sugar coat my words de... SIAO AH!!!
I dun think jason will trade this life now for anything else loh... so dun think like dat...well i guess mood swings are like dat..i have mine oso sometimes..will throw bitch fits...
you got to understand when my godson is out, there will be more stress but together with jason, you all can go thorugh it and enjoy every moment de..
and like 40 say de...got us mah!!!!
yo! hope u are feeling better by now ;)
it is common for preggies to experience such extreme mood swings. dont dwell on the negativities. not good for urself n baby wor..
jiayou jiayou! 2 more months to rid off that irrational mood swings.
thank you for the encouragements ea and everyone has given me. Indeed,i felt the current me isnt that strong mentally and physically. The whole preggy stage seems to chge my overall well-being on how i see/reacted on things towards the negative side.
Totally defeated i guess.
I had probably think too much and hence it lingers in mind.. will want to embrace myself and think more positively. =) cant let the devil inside overwhelmed me ya.
Thank you so much to have that concerns towards me,i probably need that most now!
ya.
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hi. was browsing thru blogs and came thru yours. don't get so emotional. it's bad for the baby. being sad and angry produces poisons in your stomach and you wouldn't want your baby to have a single sip of it right? you have a loving husband. and you do know that, in those arms of his.. is the place where you hope to be held forever. all the best. god bless. :)
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