Confession

Its being keeping inside so long that i am not least comfortable about it.

Day in day out esp with my current situation i tend to think of this more.


Which is that it is my greatest regret I am married with my hus.
He can be a happier person if he isnt married with me.

Without me he can prbably..

• keep on his passion of going many fishing trips with his kakis that was planned this year.

• spend a great deal of time with his audioz, monifying it like he used to do that every month, but i can hardly hear him talking about modifications for sometime..

• had a great savings to a substantial amount but he probably now penniless as he had strongly insisted of paying every single cent on our wedding ,this comfortable love-nest and those hefty monthly installment as long as he can afford from his monthly pay

• dont have to cope with my explosive temper from time to time cos i have this tendency of losing it without any valid reason.I had one terrible day which i cant control myself , i was screaming and crying out loud which collasped at a corner and after i had an attempt to grap things up and start smashing (He was there holding me tightly in his arms cos i probably made him scare thinking i might lost my sanity anytime)..almost to the point of becoming a ticking bomb.

for all the above.. he has sacrified and becos we became husband and wife.

I felt terrible for all these things at the same time I am thankful i have met him as there wont be another man out there probably able to stand by me as much as he is.

I am absolutely imperfect however he can accept me for the way i am.

Just want him to know that i love him as much as he loves me.

Pregnancy week 29 : He seems to respond

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Little one getting very responsive at his stage of time. He can literally stretch himself inside me and I could see how my tummy got distorted when he moves inconsiderately. =) I guess he is getting too little space far down and trying to get himself comfortable. Hee. Stimes when i got a pop out bump i wil actually pressed a little to test his responses. And indeed, he wil retreat back and protuded his little arm or leg on the other side. I like the way how he react with me and when he is out of this world we will have a great bond like right now. Whenever Im at home , i wil utter to myself (To him of course) and make conversation cos I know for sure he can understand whenever I say.

Right now at pregnancy week 29, I felt the pressure of " Whats gonna be my confinement period going to be like?" Indeed that engaging one confinement lady is no joke, it is at the market rate of $2 - 2.2k for 28days. Which on the same mth, I nid to worry abt hospital bills , Jabs for bb etc. How I wish that someone can offer helps to take care of me during that 1st mth and left me worry only on the 2nd mth. They say tat confinement period is critical as my recuperate period starts then. If i were unable to cope and suffered from post-natal depression, on the serious case I might lose my mind. Gosh.

I desperately need a fairygod mother.. so that i can make a simple wish of.... Can I engage a cheaper confinement lady but having the same job done as those $2.2k?

Hee ya!

I have been quite eager to share in the baby's fluttering, it somehow connected to me everyday but making a physical connection with Hus with baby means real a big deal to me.

And finally last night , it happened.

I could alwz feel the baby being real active before bed so I motioned hus over and placed his hand on my abdomen. And it caught us both offguard , our baby gave him a big hefty kick :)

Hus smiled.

Hee, can you feel it? He's moving.

Yah, he did.. i wonder why is he so active at night

Dont know.. he is just superbly hyperactive at noons as well.

Its really some thing that the man dont have it and we,mothers will experienced it.

Its a great joy to feel baby moving inside me,sometimes it just makes me laugh to myself how human make human. :)

Biz-in-it

Its Tea-time!

Previously I was searching high and low for this newly launched biscuit cos there was a content that u stand to win a prize. Apparently when the content has ended, still findin it in vain.Obviously, it a norm that whenever you have literally stop looking for it.

It A-P-P-E-A-R-S.

Thought it is just some so so taste biscuits but never know that i like-in it. You should go try it out. Especially Queen of tibits. Haha.. You know who u are. Its nice leh.

Let me know if u have a hard time finding this "alwz-cannot-find" biscuit.

Renovation : Bits and pieces

Little more updates from Hus yesterday.

Lights delivery was supposed to be yesterday 4-6pm. But he wants them to come at a specific time in order not to waste 2hrs just "WAITING". So... He called up and asked them " 4 to 6pm, so what time will that be?" Stupid salesman says that it will be most likely in between that hour so its 5. Thinking he can make use of his time and come fetch me from work, he asked for delivery to come at 6instead.

Salesman: " Cannot lah delivery man knock off at 6 one"

Hus : "Ok, then wat time , pls be specific"

SM : " 5.15 to 5.45pm"

H : "Then come at 6pm lah, I got appt to rush , whats the difference of 15mins?"

SM: " I will make it earlier and not later than 5.45pm" with super guai lan attitude.

H: " I dont get it, I also have delivery man under my care, so whats the big deal of asking him to come later at 6pm?!!"

SM : " Then why not u come and collect tmr?"

H: " If its tmr right, I will go down tmr to your shop and ask for monie back in full, dont argue so much and bargin for time, I am your customer, I want wat time means wat time" and hangs up.

In the end.........Hus didnt pick me up....

The delivery was made at 6.10pm . FAINT.

Hus called up and quarrel for another round.

H: "hello.. now is 6.10pm liao , where is yr man? i asked for 6pm you said cant be arrange and now at 6.10pm yr delivery isnt here, isnt it the same time which i asked for at the very beginning"

SM : "wait wait i called my man"

H : (ON FIRE)

SM: "he is right down your block alrdy"

H : Slam the call.

Poor delivery man carrys bunches of light from 11th floor to 9th.. and after delivery, he wants the remaining balance of $40 to be paid.

Deliveryman: " Done. So left $40 balance"

H : " Right now, you see these lights right? and invoice has indication right?.. match my items before I pay."

DM: "huh.. i am a deliveryman leh, i no-no one."

H: "Dont know? Can. Then ask someone to come which know how to stock take and I will pay for this remaining $40."

DM: " cannot lah boss , cannot"

H: " called yr boss to tell him, otherwise u can go now"

DM : In dilemma, called upon the same SM and passed the phone to hus

SM: " Hello boss, yr $ 40 stil haven pay and my man really dont know how to match items againt invoice"

Hus : " Then ask someone to come and match for me otherwise if missing an item how i know after i paid?"

SM: " Hai ya, then i wil ask another man to do the delivery tmr mng, i will collect these back"

Hus: " Take lor"

Phone was passed to DM and SM asked him to collect lights back and do it by another one tmr.

DM so reluntant and complained to SM, ended up lights are remain in love nest. And he left without collecting balances.

Super drama....

Anyway, we both have come to a conclusion that $ 40 will not be paid to them. DON'T CARE.

Okay.. cut away from stupid story. Here little update again.

Kitchen

Kitchen done. Grey greys.. look like cement from this point. Feela kind of dark man. Shouldnt go for this colour...Kitchen so dark.. makes it like dirty dirty.. should have done for creamy colours.
Hmmm..

Common Bathroom

Common bathroom also grey....I think for toilet it is wiser to opt for dark one..otherwise it is so hard to maintain but to wash it weekly to keep it clean. I just scrubbed my current stay-in hse. It is really a pain for me to bend down and scrub the tiles. My back aches like siao due to the weight I am carrying my little one. It is no joke for pregnancy lady to do chores. SO. SPARE ME PLEASE.

Doors for all 3 bedroomz

My new doors installed. FOC from ID. Cannot complain much coz its free. Unless gonna top up to solid doors. Which cost us $ 100 - $ 150 each and that will be $ 300-450 top up for all the rooms. Erm... think I still chose FOC ones to be on the cost saving side. Its painted to dark brown colour, I think actually should remain white or grey in order not to look orbi.. too bad.. painted liaoz. Hope it is not that bad lah...

Living Room

Here's living room. Tiles after chemical washed once. so far so good. Dont know about workmanship yet. So two besties are assigned to help me inspect. They will definitely do a great job with that magnifying glasses around. =) and besides , over a decade of frens.. they will know what kind of things I will pick on. Hee.

Renovation : 751 got the look

Yippie!

Love nest has the look liao. Laminate flooring was done and rooms painted with our desire colours.

BB room is painted light colour. Suppose to be my favourite apple green but after much consideration, I think 'see below' still signifies more for little one. I wanna paint white clouds and duck on the wall leh.. but dont know how. I think I will get some pictures to be put up and start to load baby's possession soon.

See see look look here.

MBR still in a mess. Yet paint which I dont know why..Cant rem what we have chosen.

Warerobe will be customized and structure "there" to cover the toilet entrance

WoAh... this is Hus's Audio loom..Erm he wants it maroon, end up I chosen a cherry base red.. Ang gong gong...too daring liaoz.. I cant take it..opps.

Air-con fixed liao too. Fast and furious Electrician Xiong helped us installed.

Ah Bb's room...simple and cozy.. I hope he wil like it bery bery much....

Renovation : Tear it down!

Bad owner I am .. i didnt go up my love nest to witness all the transformations that are in-progress right now. However, I still insist to Hus that whenever he went up for a quick check. He has to update me with something, literally something.

Pictures helped me to explain the progress to you people.

This is the entrance of our living hall.

This is the area whereby Tv console will be place and downlight above.
Previous owner got the wall painted Pink.. can see?

This is the kitchen area. I will have my L-shaped cabinet right here. Supposely, ID's contractor were to plaster this wall and just merely paint. They accidentally hack walltiles as well. I am on the advantage side Hee, bec hacking need another hacking fee, so now its F.O.C ~

MBR Toilet. Suppose to be chio chio cos I chosen Q a "artistic" tiles to create that special feel. But it doesnt look like the one I took ( see below pic) , which "wow" me lor. Different way of creating the effects... its not bring out lor.. and i paid for extra just to have the tiles I want.

Kinda let down.

Do you think I should voice out? Its already finishing... kinda hard to say anything and besides, I CANT go up to see the real stuff. How?

Renovation : Selection of Basin for MBR

We finally gotten dining light for our dinning area. To our own surprise, we didnt choose something that we "wow" upon like those previously I posted on lightnings.

Went back to Ideal House for selection of laminate floorings and briefly re-confirm the structure of our warobe cabinet and paint colours last sat. And again, we waiting for another 30-40mins for that " alwz-never-on-time" interior designer. Would say I give up on her and expected she wil delay our appt. Whatever. As long as she get my house done nicely, I dont give a damn of her service. Went next door to spare her time with her clients and moment we walked in, looked at whats available at the light house. Set,buy and do. Wala...Done deal.

Nothing fantastic but settle for a relatively good price of $250 for dinning light. Lazy liao, dont wan to think so much. Now we have a concern on MBR's basin. Previously, hus wants something in a bowl form and BLACK. Cos he commented tat solid-surface will be white hence nid a contrast. Opted for Blackie basin, but i kinda like the resort style that is pui pui round round de.

This is the last 1 pc of accessory to fret for for toilet. Can anyone send me your comments?

Oval option, its longer and deeper in depth, but seems not classy .. I dont know..

This is more of my likings cos its more resort style, but hus concern will be it is less in depth and might splash water when freshening up.